Sunday, July 31, 2005
ah wells. just wanted to say this before i go back and face my mountain pile of homework on my desk. arghs.
it has ended.
our whirlwind, brief encounter with choir has ended.
i didn't feel the impact so much during choral pres, or farewell.
but after our last performance.. seeing everyone pack up and leave after the concert, it hit me.
that i'll never be singing with this complete bunch ever again.
that i'll never again feel the way i felt when i sang with them.
that i'll never again rush to the avt after class, eating lunch or on saturday mornings.
that i'll never ever spend so much time with them again.
that the late nights we had practising, having dinner or just being with each other are no more.
i'll miss choir, and the people, so, so much.
i've never felt as proud of any batch as this one, and i truly am thankful for my friends made in choir.. so thankful that even though i was so distant last year, they always reached out to me. and i'm happy, proud and really thankful to be part of the 04/05 hc choir batch. and i guess it was a blessing in disguise that our term got extended.. cos if not i wouldn't have so many memories.
thank you all so much for making a difference in my life. :)
-blessed
10:48 AM
Thursday, July 28, 2005
ah wells.
gave benjy his nice moo moo box with dried flowers inside that smelt like scented soap which the guys absolutely loved.. to my great surprise..
cos initially i took it outta my bag in class cos they wanted to see the box. then they got attracted to the smell. and dumb shawn nearly din wanna give me back the box la! insisted he was benjy.
-_-"
right.. and kenneth koped one of the nice stuff!!!!! so evil la! its a PRESENT lo.. blahs. so i agreed to bring the rest of the packet i had to school today and hahaha shawn put some in his pencil case, some in his shirt pockets (goodness) and he just kept playing with the stuff the entire day. supposed to share w kenneth la.. hahaa i dunno. just find it super amusing that they're so attracted to it.
lumdeelas. the exco.. is finished. felt rather sad when we all left the chairs on which we sat on and sat on the floor, looking on at the new exco.. and someone remarked, the exco is no more.. and ya.. it was true, we wouldn't hold anymore meetings.. stay back after choir together.. come early to do stuff.. basically there was no more choir.
oh MVC! hahaha. yeahh kane n wj totally deserved it :D think we all nearly died outta laughter watching them in tiaras, holding wands and wearing the 'choir MVC' sashes! hahahhaa. sooo.... funny! they looked cuter in it than i would have thought hahahahhaha.
then after handover came farewell.. where mrs goh played that string thingy with us again.. ee dun really like that game ah wells. but i got the string! :) and thanks et for asking me to 'step out' more so i 'could be seen' huh......... hahahahha. even that part was pretty touching already cos people starting saying moving things and others started tearing.. ahhs.
*side note. listening to concert version of binnamma now and erm. i can only hear one sop. yucks. super lotsa zha sheng. eeeeks. hahaha. no wonder....
then. after the string was cut.. present-exchanging time came! plus photo taking of course. gave out my many presents and cards.. and received much in return too.. thank you all so much for everything! :) and exchange of hugs too. :) methinks that hugs are one of the nicest presents you can give a person. and they are useful in practically every situation. well, almost. yupp.. and people everywhere were crying! ahhs. interestingly enough i didn't. haha. rem et was like, what's wrong with the 2 of us, how come we ain't crying.. hahaha. ah wells. was sad! but just din cry.. then the J2s gathered round.. and sang songs.. ohhh karl's voice is like, super bright! and fantastic. and LOUD. haha. though he doesn't think so hmm. and he tried singing the sop part dunno how many times la! goodness. hahaha even for elijah. haha this is when competitions to see who can go higher become really fun. :P then sangsangsang.. decided to go inner plaza to sing somemore. i think by this time food had more or less vacated our minds and all we wanted to do was to sing with each other.. for the last time.. just the J2s.. our wonderful batch..
so went to inner plaza.. sang many songs.. though not all.. 26 of us. :) not all, but already a big number. :) sang our hearts out.. closed our eyes to sing.. and just sang and sang..
i really didn't want to stop singing.. didn't want to stop being in the company of and enjoying the presence of each and every single person in my batch.. but reality beckoned.. we had homework.. sleep.. long journeys home.. and dinner which we had long forgotten..
so we left school real late.. almost ten. wished. wished wished we could have stayed overnight or sth. i really love my batch. and even more so, i love SINGING with my batch. i remember when we were in the circle singing.. it felt so good to be singing with them cos the feel is there.. the sound is there.. and everyone gelled so well. it sounded to me like a whole choir was singing, not just our batch. :)
so many things that i wanted to say, but in the spur of the moment didn't..
well.
just think that i've really been been blessed by the friendships that i've forged with the people in my batch.. everyone of them is so special! and they have completed my choir life, made it one of the most fulfilling experiences i've had in my life. i love my batch so so much! :) really. and i can't imagine when there won't be pracs to go for anymore.. not seeing or singing with each other every mon, wed, fri and even sat.. haha. acc that's next week. riiiight. the memories, i'll treasure for a lifetime. and thank you guys for being a part of my life.. thank you so much for bringing so much joy and laughter into our 2 short years in JC.. for calling me funny nicknames that i didn't like initially but now love.. only choir people would call me by the last syllable of my name.. make up funny nicks that actually grew on me.. would sing on and on without stopping..
through the ups and downs in my busy life, i knew that i could go for choir and come out smiling. cos there's always sth to smile about, even if it was a bad prac. lalalas. think i'm not making much sense.. whatever it is.. choir rocks. and i promise never to forget [szavazeng].
and so i thank God that He put me in choir. cos now i can't imagine any other cca so right for me. Your plan is truly perfect. thank you Lord! :)
-blessed
6:57 PM
[it's so hard to say goodbye]
how do i say goodbye
to what we had
the good times that made us laugh
outweigh the bad
i thought we'd get to see forever
but forever's gone away
it's so hard to say goodbye
to yesterday
i don't know where this road
is going to lead
what i know is where we've been
and what we've been through
if we get to see forever
i hope it's worth the wait
it's so hard to say goodbye
to yesterday
and i'll take with me the memories
to be my sunshine after the rain
it's so hard to say goodbye
to yesterday
-blessed
6:44 PM
Friday, July 15, 2005
sigh.
sometimes when the mask wears off........ then true emotions pour forth.
tree of the lonely soul....
-blessed
10:59 PM
who am i
Who am I
That the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I
That the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
[pre-chorus]
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
[chorus]
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapour in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord You catch me when I'm falling
And You told me who I am
I am Yours
Who am I
That the eyes that have seen my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again
Who am I
That the Voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
-blessed
10:52 PM
but my frequency of coming online is like, haha err.s once a week? and its not fair to only mention a few so here i am again.. ahah sorry for people who are bored of reading abt presents. :P
what the.... stop thinking you can just force your opinions on others. i really dislike the way you put things across. and that's putting it nicely ok. you'd better think before you talk. seriously. whatever.
arghs! oh nos. presents. shall make this brief.
hmmm.
lee noi
super nice bag!!! and to think i was SORT of looking for a bag. and the bag is perfect! with intricate designs. :D
youzi
ahhhs. my goodness. bottle filled with water and coins which add up to a value of 18 cents, glitter and my name on some plastic transparent thingy! it is SUPER NICE. :D plus a super duper pretty card!!! lalalas.
kayi
a tissue holder! that i dun dare to use cos its so nice. and my name is drawn with glow-in-the-dark paint!!!! mamamia. how nice can that get right. and she...... somehow managed to get hold of letter paper that is like beeeg versions of the US dollar! hahaha. super funny. :P
dot mo sam quan
haha these guys brought me out on sunday!! hehs. somemore trick me make me think only got dot and i going out. went to some jap restaurant to eat and mo treated me.. wahh think my godbro really v generous on my bdae.. im super duper touched lo... :) den went dino and ate ice cream w brownie!!!! ohmygoodness. haha. yumms. dot treated that. den they wanted to sing bdae song but it sorted faded away after e first line.. -_-" then they restarted again and this time it was more successful hahha but can tell they abit embarrassed. 3 big guys and 1 big gal singing another big gal a bdae song! hahaha. :P then halfway thru mo discovered my sole came off so we went to TP to try to get a slipper but none suited my taste.. haha so bad and they came into every single shoe shop there was with me to see me try slippers somemore. haha. :P and got 2 tees! bah. so i got many things but din spend a single cent. i really feel v blessed. n priviledged. n fortunate. :)
oh and the card was so nice to read. heh. frm e choir peeps.
ohh. hmmms. and to all the ppl who sms-ed me: THANK YOU!!! haha. think i feel v xing fu this 18th birthday. but i still dun feel like im 18. hmmm. hahaha. :P
-blessed
10:22 PM
Saturday, July 09, 2005
somebody by the name of fel asked me to come blog about my presents. so here i am!
ok actually she did it to save me.
cos i was going super crazy on her. hha.
by being high.
hahahhaa. :P
so to let me have another round of 'highness' she asked me come blog.
HAHAH.
awwwwwwrights.
hmmm. no order of merit!
just come as i see my presents.
(yes i have em all laid on the table. hahah. :P)
i'm starting to feel abit bhb, blogging abt presents.
but, oh well. hahha.
fel
this super duper nice beeeeeeeg glass photoframe thingy with photos (in chronological order, and i only realised it when i got home!) and little notes here and there!
photos from sec2 all the way to J1..., neos, stickers, notes and even a torn-out part from fluid fusion, the concert ootgr went to watch in 2003 after we stepped down.
ahhs. the gal wrapped it in newspaper. and glue! btw i have ur glue stick fel. hahha. :P i have NO idea how she brought it to school. the entire photo frame (is that what u call it?) is SUPER DUPER nice........ memories..... and 3 outta 4 photos have me with long hair! and they said i look like a monkey in the sec2 photo. hmpfs. hahaha. ohwells. and our invest uni. is chao chio! haha. :P felly felly felly fel. one of my dearest friends. 5.6 yrs and counting yeah........ :)
and there's a cup too! though i dun understand why she thought of me when she say it. cos the cup has a cow on it. hmmmmm. but it is v cute!!!! i think i she3 bu4 de2 use it lo....... display cabinet, here we come!
oh yah, and i'm gonna hafta look for a nice area to display the frame mans... it is so nice........ :D
charm
this gal arh. super touched by her effort!!!!!!!!!!!!! she SEWED an entire cushion by herself. everything! hello! not everyone can sew OK! ahhh. :D words in yellow red purple green and bluuuueee! haha. yellow and blue especially significant. haha. :D ahhh................. and she bought 4 big rolls of cotton wool ytd and i was asking her what it was for, can't rem what she told me tho. haha. turns out the cotton wool was for my cushion! and she used less than 1 roll. sorry for the wasted cotton wool dear.. nvm can use to make more cushions and show off ur pro sewing skills! :D it's SO NICE i dun think i can bring myself to use it. cos then i'd dirty it. another one in for display!!!!! haha. think everytime i look at it it'll bring a smile to my face. :) i can't imagine how much patience she has, how much time she spent sewing and everything............. im touched.
song ern
aha aha aha! hahaha. :P think i'm bonkers. anw. acc i knew why he called ching youzi kayi and some other gals up cos i saw him with his green paper filled with stuff when i went into the LT.. haha. n guessed. it was sth for yours truly. haha. :P and it was! this person. filled up an entire A4 piece of paper, no lines, with WORDS ok! no pictures or big fonts ok! in his usual fashion, he used up a full page!!!!!!! my goodness. songs can really write. :D but every single word in there was meaningful. and really nice. though i literally had to use a 30cm ruler to read so i would know where the lines were hahha. :P
and the cushion! very nice to hug. comfortable. acc i'm like hugging it now as i type. haha. super convenient to just rest against the tummy lors... lalalas. :D and the cushion has words on it! haha. words that apparently, are applicable to me. great happiness. and i'm only on my 3rd present. right. haha. :D cushions ROCK. :D n songs rocks! haha. or ern zai. or meatball. hahaha.
ching
evil gal! hahaha. told me you din get anything for me! and i really really believed for you for that few seconds OK! until you whisked out an oh-so-super-duper-cute pig piggybank from behind from your back then i really got a pleasant surprise! haha. think i'm quite easy to pian4 leh. BLAH! haha. but. ching's present!!!!!!! ohhhh i tell u i had such a hard time opening it. acc me AND kayi had such a tough time opening it. haha. cos we tried to turn it, but it wasn't meant to be turned out! then tried to pluck it out but it was SO painful using fingernails. (kayi tried to hang on tho, i told her to give up cos it really hurt! haha. :P) then. decided to use a key to force open the rubber stopper thing at the bottom. and it worked! happiness man.......... haha. and. the GOLD STARS on the pig are SO NICE!!!!!! gold star stickers.. who would've thought of that! kayi even said the pig's tail looks like a quaver note. lalalalas. so i took every single heart-shaped foam thingy (dunno what kinda material is that) out of the pig. and read them one by one. :)
and i laughed. really laughed. haha. every single one was filled with precious words that could only come from a precious friend. :) and it brought back memories!!! truly. i love the pig, the notes, and esp the UNIQUE green money note you DREW for me!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhs. as fel said, you coloured it till it really looks like one! ahhhhhhs. ur artistic talent is fantastic. really. :D and i'm really priviledged to receive such a special gift. :)
kane
wah. what can i say about this gift.... the amount of effort, time, pen ink, thought and arm strength that went into this is truly beyond my imagination. makes me feel as if my gift to u is so small!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! really really really. a huuuge. box. ok, a moneybox. filled with money! oh wait, before you people start thinking i'm really rich now, stop! im not rich in wealth. but i've got friends, memories, and oh i dunno how to say it. i just feel so rich. not THAT way la. YOU KNOW... haha i really dunno what to call it. lack of vocab. blah. haha. anw, this guy hand made all the 'money notes' ok... ahs. alright. all 100 of em. drew and wrote and pasted and laminated (ironed) every. single. one. of them. ahs. i can't even start to imagine how much effort was put into this present!! YOU BETTER GO SLEEP ok. even the sum of values of the notes has a meaning. really really really very. touched by this present. (i think i'm getting sick of the word 'touched'. any alternatives?) and the cd! haha. :D very nice also. blue!!!!!!!!!!! sky. haha. yeah i do like the sky. :P lumdeelumdeelums. aiy. i really think i have a huge lack of vocab. expressions. whatever. cos i really dunno what to say. haha. oh wells. i guess some things just can't be said in words. haha. thank youuuuu!
dateo
the gift may be small, but it's sure real special to me!
ahas. for all my giving of bottles of GOLDEN stars, i received one! no, it wasn't a bottle of gold stars, but it was a bottle of multi-coloured stars! still, i like it. ALOT!!!!!!!!!!!! haha. i think i have this thing for bottles of stuff. and stars. haha. :D another item for the display cabinet!!!! i think i shd install a shelf somewhere. i dunno where. haha. me thinks. the bottle is very nice. beauuuutiful stars....... will take it out to admire from time to time. super duper nice. heh. and the card is nice too.... yellow card.. hmmm.. what's with me and yellow? haha, but no matter, i like yellow! cos it's a happy colour. smiles.ooh... the more i look at it the more i like it.. the stars are so intricate! and shimmery! and so perfectly made. haha definitely better than mine. :P
my very first bottle of stars. :)
lippy
i have no idea how he can even think i'll want to throw this away. DODOBIRD! -_-" as if i'd ever throw handmade gifts away. these are the gifts with super lotsa sentimental value! i LOVE receiving notes and stuff. that's why even if i had just received that huge A2 size coloured paper (i know mine's yellow! haha. :P) for my birthday i would have loved it. words. i like. haha. :D ok la, more like, stuff from the heart. really means alot to me. anyways. a black box. with a really pretty pink&red ribbon to tie it up. outside already look so nice! haha. then inside. is filled with notes. and notes. and more notes! and a paper pinafore thingy. that got my ma really amused. hahaha. :P oh and plus LOTS of paper urm, threads? shavings? whatever. haha. whatever it is, it's really nice!!!!! had super lotsa fun reading about everything. acc its extremely similar to what i gave him. haha. but. its super nice!!!!! so now i know what it feels like to receive such a present. :D you know, one fine day when i decide to take out everything to read, or when i'm feeling really down, i know it's notes like these that people wrote for me that will really cheer me up and bring back great memories of wonderful choir and a great batch.
kayi jonny tong cyn tammy woon charm fel lippy kane et dateo
wallet! stripey and folding kind! my first of this kind! ok imagine a typical leather guy's wallet. change it to a cloth(?) one with multi-coloured stripes as the design outside! ohmygoodness. it's VERY nice. haha. though i still love my old kinda wallet with the coins compartment and all, this is new! and a change! i realise friends always bring changes into one's life. hehheh. so i shall try using this new wallet. just holding it makes me feel sophisticated already. HAHHA. can just imagine ching n kayi rolling their eyes and tsktsk-ing away. hurhurrs. :P ok wait. i dunno if i forgot anyone cos i'm reciting the list of names from memory.. so forgive me if i left anyone out ok! v excited to use the new wallet! hahaha. :P i'll try not to put too many things in it so it can close nicely. means no more coins for me.. sobs. hahahhaa. happiness! (not at the lack of coins, the new change, duh!)
pee club
hehs. this gang had a hell of a time teasing me man! not giving me my presents and making me guess ( i hate to guess!) what the presents were and until i guessed what they were correctly they wouldn't give em to me! EVILNESS. haha. :P but. i managed to guess. with many hints, of course. blah. lousy guesser i am. haha. cute lil' handbag and a PURPLE NOTEBOOK. oh this is hilarious. just wait till i get to the notebook bit. the handbag's really cute! nice la. and zy insists that i must bring it out when we go out, and i must wear a skirt. whatever la.......... :P haha. ohh the purple notebook. cos after school jy yx sp and i went currywok to eat cos i had 3 hrs to waste till choir n sp had 2 hrs till band.. then. they asked me about my HONEST opinion of my presents. so i told em i like the notebook! cos generally i like notebooks. but why purple? then they looked at me rather flabbergasted-ly and asked, didn't you want a purple notebook? i was like, no... then i thought. then it hit me. i was looking for a purple notebook for CHARM!!!!! haha. cos the week b4 i went out w sp and i was looking for a purple notebook.. and i didn't mention it was for a friend's present! so she assumed i wanted a purple notebook. and so she told the rest. and oh, what a hard time they had trying to find a purple notebook. and even they themselves were wondering why i was looking for a PURPLE notebook. but they found one! a NICE one. and gave it to me not knowing it was actually for a friend! hahaha. i think we nearly died of laughing when the truth came out over lunch. goodness. and i think they wanted to murder me. hahaha. fine... next time i will mention specifically if im getting sth for a fren.. hahah this has been the most interesting birthday ever!
so these are all the presents i got today.......... and already i feel so xing fu! like, totally. hha. i really love each and every single present i got today..really really really..
thank you all so much!
i will seriously treasure every single present. promise. :)
explosion of happiness. :)
-blessed
10:38 PM
am.
floored.
..................................
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i think i can just scream that a gazillion times.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok for those who think i'm positively going mad,
i'm NOT.
i'm just super duper truper fruper.......... HIGH!!!!!!!
oh my goshes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
okok i am not high without reason.
its cos i'm so super touched by all my presents!!!!!!
all the EFFORT put into making them... the heart!
ahhhh!
from people who started planning early to people who didn't sleep........
i really really really don't know what to say!
i'm so touched.
really.
i reeeeeeeally like every single one of the presents....
ahhhhhhhh.
ok please excuse my gushing. i'm truly floored.
every single one of them is so nice!
letters, for a certain person, essay. hahhaha!
notes, stars, photos, stickers......... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh....
ok i'm so sorry i can't get over it.
to my very very dear and beloved choirmates:
you've made my 18th birthday one that is truly memorable, unforgettable, special, unique and just a really happy one! haha.
:D :D :D :D :D :D
i have this temptation to post about every single present.
i mean it, every single one is SO nice!!!!
even my mum said, hen3 duo1 xin1 si1 wor...........
ahhhhhh.
i think i'm gonna fall asleep with a beeg smile on my face.
:P
pretty scary image actually.
haha!
i just feel so.................... haha. err. xing fu!
and extremely blessed to have such fantastic friends who put so much thought into my presents, who really made me feel special!
i really feel very very blessed to have such good friends around me. :)
ahhhhhh.
i think i'm filled with so much happiness i could explode.
really.
i think i wanna shout. or scream. or talk. something! hahah.
typing ain't enough.
thank you guys SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much.
i love and appreciate and thank God for every single one of you who've made such a difference in my life.
-blessed
10:07 PM
Friday, July 08, 2005
:) :)
:) :) :)
:D
haha. erpps.
have no idea why i am so uh.... high? i think. haha.
segundafeirafuagradedacadelalavieuacoisafeiaabaladentrotroveja
!!!!!!
hahahha.
am mad.
listened and listening to suite first 2 parts..
also managed to find this website that lets u listen to mata.
so i listened to it like, many times. too bad can't d/l, or mebbe i just dunno how to haha.
yayyyy.
light! must sing lightly.
okok sorry i think i'm abit crazed by our choral pres songs. haha.
dende trapia is super fun to sing la..
the segun part is a real challenge.
but i think. with so many times of listening. i have about nailed it.
as long as my brain doesn't stop functioning in the excitement of singing,
i should be able to sing the song. hahhaha.
and no ching, i din LAUGH at you for not being able to do that segun part la!!!
but mebbe i got carried away singing. :P
blah. haha.
arrrrgh.
i know my problem.
i keep pronouncing everything wrongly!
ja as ya, ge as gay.. whatever..
:P
ohhhoho.
ok la wanna blog more BUT. its 12..
and tmr got prac.
so gt sleep.
else wun b able to sing.
haha.
shall update another time.
:))))
hahassssssss.
i think i really am quite high.
halp!
how to sleep liddat.... >.<
-blessed
11:44 PM
Saturday, July 02, 2005
a really meaningful one.. the one vip did for father's day.
You Alone
I lift my eyes when I am troubled
I lift my hands, I lift my heart
There I stand, knowing nothing can defeat me
Just as long as I know
Where You are
In You alone is where I find my comfort
In You alone, You're my only hope
In You alone, my heart has found a resting place
In You alone, in You alone
So I won't fear though darkness hides me
No I won't let my courage sway
For You are near
And at the brightness of Your glory
The shadows of the night melt away
In You alone is promise I can cling to
In You alone, You're my security
In You alone, my soul has found a resting place
Only in You alone
What can separate me from Your love?
Neither life nor death nor anything at all
Anything at all
In You alone is where I find my comfort
In You alone, You're my only hope
In You alone, my heart has found a resting place
Only in You alone
Only in You alone
Only in You alone
yupp. He is my source of strength, my refuge in times of trouble.
:)
not to forget the lovely bu dao weng grandpa gave me! it is SO cute. and very encouraging. :)
and thanks to all the people who gave me encouragement throughout the whole exam period.. be it pre, during or post. really thankful for all of yoU! cos ur sms-es never failed to put a smile on my face, even when i was really tired. :)
thank God for giving me such wonderful friends! :)
will jiayous. :)
-blessed
12:21 AM
Friday, July 01, 2005
msn is not letting me sign into anything that invloves msn. hotmail, groups, messenger!
what is this....... blah. nvm. haha mebbe this is a sign that i shouldn't stay online.
blocks over.
they were. ........
let's just say that after today i just felt like going home to mug even though it was the last day of blocks.
:(
sighs.
really really gotta work so much harder.
so if u catch me slacking, tell me to go mug yeah.
:(
anw.
on a lighter note, managed to actually forget abt everything when i went out w classmates today. ate long john silver's, which, incidentally seekie wanted to eat and i haven't eaten that ever since.. P6. pretty sure of that. coz the last time i ate that, my P6 friends were all with me at yishun GV. ha. and amazingly zy hasn't eaten that BEFORE. like, in her entire 18 years she hasn't ventured into a LJS outlet before. super duper amusing. haha. and to think i actually felt 'ashamed' when e others stared at me incredulously when i declared i haven't eaten there since P6. and then zy sheepishly admitted that she haven't tried LJS before. hahaha. all attention taken off me immediately.
ate the chicken n fish combo.... hmm.. and i dun think i've missed much. haha. :P rather oily.. liked the fries the BEST. cos they reminded me of the yummy fries in m'sia's a&w.
i want ice cream waffles................................
then. yx n jy went off.. so left zh, zy, sp and i. haha. spent the entire time there talking and laughing and of course, trying to finish my fries. (which i eventually did, anw.) haha. won't ever forget their stories abt OBS. hahaha. only have to recall sp getting hysterical trying to relate the story to us and i feel like laughing. :P
*ahhhhhhhhh. just realised my entire family is watching that hk drama serial, the one that just ended on chU, the 10pm show.......... it actually interested my dad so much he got the dvd! cos he missed the entire first part. so did i. and they're watching it now! blahs.
tv is a necessary evil. i think i agree to a great extent. but its evilness only really comes out when its time to study and get elbow-deep in books and u don't want no distractions. boo.
walked around town......... walked and walked and walked...
and tried on quite abit of stuff. haha. all thanks to zy..............
her version of 'ok' is our idea of short la!!!!
nearly didn't wanna come out of the fitting rooms. sure, we looked nice and all that, but i sure felt err, rather airy huh................. :P u get my drift. hahahha.
realised that consumer wants are really never satisfied. new products keep coming out so as to secure consumer demand and brand loyalty to certain products, and thus there are always things around to catch our attention. something new, something we don't have... i want!
ha.
oh. and dee's choir is learning sigu. SIGU! goodness. what is SO fascinating about that folksong........... i still can't comprehend why people LIKE that song... it's repetitive and just... eeee. ok i just don't like it. don't mind me. haha. mamamia. well, good part is, nice older sis here can teach her the parts she dun get. haha. like the split sop part towards the end. how interesting that ur sis' choir should do the same song. convenient, eh? actually i think it's quite fun too. i have no idea why tho. haha.
saw a cat with her 2 kittens in the bushes while walking home today. soooo cute! felt like stopping to stare. but my practical side kept me walking. stop to? gush at the kittens to myself? erpps. people would think i've got a screw loose. pat the kittens? nono... strays are not that clean.. plus the ma cat would probably scare me off. haha. then i thought back to when was the last time i carried a cute lil' animal in my arms. and. i think that was 7 yrs ago. whoohoo. and that time the kitten's claws were so sharp they were getting caught in my arm sleeves. -_- ah. whatever. i have my cute soft toys.
then i saw this lil boy vrooming around on his lil car.. tho inside i was scratching my head trying to think of how he was vrooming around when the ground was flat and he didn't seem to be using his feet to move the car. neither did the car seem to possess a motor. hmmm. then i thought back to how last time i always wanted to have a go on those lil motorised cars that some uncles like to set up in the heartland centrals, esp at night when parents bring their young kids out for dinner? i'd see all the lil children having fun, making a din as they drove around.. and i wanted to try it out too! but i never did. aha. think there were lotsa things that i wanted as a kid, but didn't get. haha. yet i had a wonderful childhood. i love my childhood! fond memories yes. :)
think i'm going abit off, talking too much. haha.
shall go listen to elijah rock.
arghssssssssssssssssssss. no more forbidden food again....................... blah.
wonder what will happen if i actually don't manage to hit the note that day. ooh.. O.o
think i'll be so embarrassed, disappointed and horrified i'd just go dig a hole in some ulu place and never go back to face the choir, or anyone for that matter, ever again.
hahahhah! big exaggerator i am. ehh... i think. i'd disappear after concert. then after time passes i'd just 'naturally' resurface again. hahahhah!
NAHHHHHHHHH.
we'll do it la!
surely. :)
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